I was going to do Ask Away Friday as usual, but between coding problems and slow computers on vacation, we will just start again in the New Year. And that’s crazy to say. 2015 is pretty close. I’m still in New Jersey right now because we extended our stay by a day so that Scarlet could go see “Rudolph: The Musical” with my family. With my extra day here, I ambitiously took on a newborn photo shoot that I couldn’t resist. I have a borrowed macro lens. I have a free day. And I got to see some beautiful people from my past as well. There will be more on that soon. Christmas was amazing and melancholy. Both light and heavy.
I’ve been a bit broody since we’ve been away – weighted down by all that I miss, and all that frustrates me. I’m glad I took a job today. I’m glad I regained some of my confidence. I took a few weeks off of photography and I might as well have stuck a giant sign on my forehead that said, “I suck” because I’m not very good at taking breaks. Hence, why I’m blogging right now.
I’ll be back again on Monday, and I’ll be back to the world of social media too. I know I’ve been spotty there, but the reception is spotty here. No, really. And there will be so much to say about feeling impossible but possible, and horrible but capable. Anxious but calm. I have so much swirling through my head right now, that I’m surprised I can keep my head up. And yet, I can.